This article originally appeared on ABACUS The end of the year is always a time to look back and reflect… on the best games you’ve played that year. (Personal growth? Meh. Achievements and trophies? YES.) I'm not gonna lie, I take my games of the year list pretty seriously . So much so that we didn't have time for a guest. Instead, you get to hear Victoria mercilessly rip me for preparing way too much for the second episode of You Died, as we present our own game of the year awards -- along with a few alternative awards, like the best game to play on the toilet. Red Dead Redemption 2 can't win that one (though if you are playing on the toilet, please tell us how), but will it beat God of War, Spider-Man and Super Smash Bros. Ultimate to our little panel's top award? There's a surprise ahead... and we don't just mean wherever Victoria brings her Rubik's Cubes. We'll be publishing this to Apple and Google's Podcast sections soon -- no really, I promise -- and I'll update this post with those links when it happens. For now, you can find the Soundcloud player embedded above or listen to it right here . Don't forget that you can always reach out to us on Twitter! You can find me here and Victoria here . Let us know what you think, and what you'd like us to cover next! For more insights into China tech, sign up for our tech newsletters , subscribe to our Inside China Tech podcast , and download the comprehensive 2019 China Internet Report . Also roam China Tech City , an award-winning interactive digital map at our sister site Abacus .