Saloth Nhep is one of the few people grieving for Pol Pot. He knows his older brother led the regime responsible for the deaths of up to two million Cambodians. Still, he would have liked the chance to say goodbye. 'When I heard the news I was very sad and felt my heart slow down,' he said. 'Even if he did some things wrong, I still feel bad because he's my brother. He was a very good boy . . . I don't know what happened.'