I HAD to blink to make sure I wasn't dreaming. Yes, those really were big metal hooks that were being pushed one by one through the skin of Valli's back. And yes, although I had been assured that the young Malaysian Indian was in a complete trance, there was the unmistakable look of pain in his eyes.
Yet somehow, unlike some of the other devotees in the crowded, incense-filled temple, he resisted the urge to scream or cry out. This was no dream.
It was the morning of the second day of Thaipusam, the annual Malaysian Hindu festival in which devotees pay homage to the deity Lord Subramanya by piercing their bodies, cheeks and tongues with stainless steel skewers, called vel, and hooks.
Incredibly, the scene I was witnessing was not taking place in secrecy behind closed doors.
Visitors like myself were welcome to enter any of the Hindu temples in Georgetown, Penang Island, providing they removed their shoes.
In fact, there were almost as many visitors as the faithful in the crowd, their expressions ranging from awe to just plain horror.
Yet somehow the visitors and their flash cameras did not detract from the solemnity of the ceremony.