‘You can be a mother and you can be sexy’: Japan’s hip-hop queen Awich on being both and how she dealt with her grief when her husband was killed
- Awich has had a breakthrough year, with the release of her first major-label album, Queendom, photo shoots for Vogue and a performance at Tokyo’s famed Budokan
- The hip-hop artist reveals how she poured her life into her album, why she was a rebellious child and why being a mother doesn’t mean giving up being sexy
The self-proclaimed queen of Japanese hip-hop, Awich has stories to tell, from discovering rap as a rebellious teenager in Okinawa to losing her husband to gun violence in America.
Now drawing crowds at festivals and Tokyo’s most famous live-music venue, she wants to inspire fans to “embrace their stories – because that’s what gave me strength to face the world”.
The 35-year-old, whose stage name stands for “Asian wish child”, has been rapping since her school days and started out at underground clubs in Okinawa, Japan’s southernmost region.
For Awich, 2022 has been something of a breakthrough year, with the release of her first major-label album, Queendom, photo shoots for the Japanese edition of Vogue and a performance at Tokyo’s famed Budokan – a historic arena in the city.
“I’ve been doing this for a long time, in and out of music, and there were times I felt like I just wanted to give up,” she says.
“I couldn’t say I was the queen, or anything close to that, for a long time. So for me to have this chance and opportunity right now, and for people to be so connected to my music, my songs and words … it’s just amazing.”
Her album’s title track deals with moving to Atlanta, in the US state of Georgia, aged 19, her husband’s death and bringing up their daughter in Japan. “The whole song is just my life, compressed in a couple of minutes,” she says. “So it’s an emotional up-and-down, like a roller-coaster for me, every time I perform.”
On stage, she’s composed but brimming with joyful swagger, her sleek, long ponytail swinging behind her as she brags about the “different energy” she brings to Japan’s music scene.
Born Akiko Urasaki to a teacher father and chef mother, Awich grew up in a huge old house surrounded by a cemetery. “I was a rebellious one. I couldn’t sleep at night as a child,” she says.
“Okinawa is a really spiritual place,” she adds, and “every night when I’d try to go to sleep, I’d feel something in my room … so I just was writing all night long”.
At 14, she came across a CD by legendary US rapper Tupac and became obsessed, studying his lyrics while turning her own diaries and poems into rhymes. Five years later, she moved to Atlanta for university, partly because she “grew up around American culture” in Okinawa, which hosts most of the US military bases in Japan.
One of the singer’s relatives died serving in World War II, and her grandfather told stories about sneaking on base to steal cans of soup and sharing them with Okinawans living in poverty.
“Still, when you’re a child, you hear kids playing, you see playgrounds on base, and it’s colourful, and it’s big, and people are so outgoing and friendly,” Awich says. “We have mixed feelings about that. And that’s Okinawa. Everything is contradiction.”
She continued to write “to face the anger and grief”, until one day, her father told her all Okinawans lost family and friends in the war, but “we still live”.
“So I felt as an Okinawan, I have to move forwards, and that’s the power that my father and all my ancestors in Okinawa gave me.”
The rapper wrote it after the window of a US military helicopter fell into her daughter’s school playground. “We wanna break free and fly too,” the lyrics say, describing “shadows above our heads” and a “noise blocking our words”.
Awich also knows that life in largely homogeneous Japan “could get difficult sometimes” for those of foreign heritage. “My daughter is mixed Japanese and black,” Awich says. “She had questions when she was younger, and we tried to answer them together. All the moulds we were put into in the past are becoming meaningless now.”
Being a woman also means you “don’t have to be one way or the other”, she says.
“You can be a mother and you can be sexy, you can be outgoing and intelligent, you can be creative and erotic. You can be all of these things.”